Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Reason and Purpose

I was contacted by a silent reader, asking about my personal well-being 'cos it seems that my posting has been quite emotional lately. I will honestly admit here that my emotion is quite unstable at the moment, and can become easily touched by things that happened surrounding me.

Since Christmas up to this day, I carry such a great sorrow in my heart. Until today, I am unable to unload the emotional baggage, maybe because I am yet to be able to talk about it openly. I was taken by surprise, especially so the families. I did not expect that I would be very very affected by this one recent event in our lives, but yes it somehow did.

Just by talking and thinking about it, still bring tears to my eyes. Someday, when I am ready, I will write about it. For now, suffice to say that the video attached had in a way described what we had been through. It was shown at the "Inner Healing" Session during last weekend Experience in the Spirit Seminar (ESS) conducted at SFX Church, PJ. It had hit right home, and it broke me down to pieces.

I hope you will watched and listened to it, because someday everyone of us will go through the same thing. We just had to remember that things happen for a reason, and God has His own purpose in doing so.



To the reader who PMed me, thank you my friend. I appreciate your kind words a lot.

8 comments:

cdason said...

I think I have an idea of what's up, but I'll wait for your official post.

Anyway, be strong... life is hard at times, and we have to hold onto ourselves..

Hamidah Mohamad said...

We're sorry for your loss and grief.Be strong dear, and have faith and seek comfort in Him during this difficult times.When you're ready to share, we'll still be here for you.

One Other ... said...

We're all here. I think somehow this blog circle of frens really help, dont u think? it may be virtual, but u know we're here. *HUGS*

Sumuk said...

cdason:
i will. i just don't know when. someday..

Kak Midah & One Other : Thank you..

lvynana said...

ohh..i'm bad at giving advice..might make it worse..but i know u r stronger than that!

Sumuk said...

lvynana : i might, but not really at the moment. maybe what i need is time to stop the tears and get back on my feet.. thanks by the way..

Gallivanter said...

Though we're strangers, if there's any thing you need, I'll lend my ears...without prejudice...

Sumuk said...

Thanks Gallivanter. Btw, congrats for ur featured interview..

 
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