Hehe.. Did I?

Or did I not?

Sorry to dissappoint you people, but I am much more disappointed than you at the moment. Did not manage to see my ex-'idol':( It turned out that because the agenda of the meeting was very vague, lots of the key people did not turn up because they expect that we could have managed the session by ourselves. Whereas in fact, it was more towards contractual matters, which was out of our hand as we were not officially in the picture yet.

And today is officially the first day I ever made an actual presentation, (I hate public speaking!). I actually did not expect to do one as my boss has already present the same slides almost 2 years ago. Luckily I managed to use the 5 mins before the start of the meeting to browse the presentation slide that my boss purposely copied for me for my reference. Thus the impromptu speech! Luckily it is not a sale pitch, it is more towards technical presentation, otherwise I think I would have lost a deal haha..

When it comes to meeting new customer, I would honestly say here that I have very low confidence. I even admitted so to my boss. My boss pulled out last minute because he was instructed to go oversea on short notice. Now he literally kicked my butt just to push me to go by myself. He said, "J*****, sooner or later you still have to do it. You have no choice." Ermm... kind of his word of wisdom of the day la..

Luckily my manager was able to go with me, as long as I still have to present if I need to, but she would be there to help me answering more difficult technical question.

Turned out it was fine, the fact that Azh*r was not there might have help a lot haha!!

Anyway, since the main decision makers were not there, the meeting will be adjourned to this Friday. I'll be preparing myself better this time, even though still hoping that we do not have to go. Keeping my finger cross just in case Azh*r might decided to turn up hehe..